Depression sets in

I don't know if it has 'set in', but it is certainly bothering me today.

I had another great night's sleep- 7+ hours before waking- and then a few more this morning.

This is a Saturday in the early fall. A beautiful day- the sun is shining, the weather crisp. The kids are outside right now, and I'd have my choice of going to the racetrack as some of my friends are, or going diving off the coast with a charter I know, or going climbing at Looking Glass with a buddy of mine.

Instead, I'm inside typing on the computer. Which is what I do all week, I don't resent it. But the weekend is supposed to be special- a change from the drudge of coding. Instead, as NIN says, "Every day is always the same". I might get some work done for 'work'. I don't know. I've got 'big plans' this weekend. Some people are bringing over dinner and a movie- and Brian might come by as well. And tomorrow, my sister has invited me for dinner.

But I'm still depressed. In the normal scheme of things- I have such busy weekends, I turn away activities- now I eagerly await them.

Sucks.